taking a break for a while, idk when I’ll be back
the impulse to hide what I'm doing at my computer still sits so deep even tho I'm literally never looking at anything objectionable , the door will open and I'll hurry to close the page like oh fuck no one can know I'm looking at the Wikipedia page for the Balkans
the fact that I have to be in the “right headspace” to do even the simplest tasks. absolutely humiliating








